Received a call from a Presbyterian church youth pastor. He came to visit FCC 3 weeks ago and I have shared my testimony to his group that day. He called me to ask me whether he can share my testimony, and I can write it to him. I said okay because if he feels that it can help his youth and edify his youth to serve the Lord, why not? As I was writing the testimony, I kinda being refreshed of what the Lord has done in my life. Indeed, he is a faithful God.I decided to share it in my blog here. I will divide it into few parts (I do not know how many parts are they :D). Here is the first part:
Isaac
I accepted Christ as my personal Lord and saviour personally
in 1998 when I started to join youth meeting in St. Patrick Church, Tawau. My
faith in Christ grew since then as I continued to experience God’s grace in my
life.
However, I have backslidden, ran away from God in 2001. Even
though I was still gone to church that time, but my heart was away from God. I
could not figure why my heart was not with God anymore, all I know is that this
life is getting bored because it seems like a routine for me to go to church
and cell group without any purpose. Perhaps one of the reasons is, I got
tempted with what the world offers to me that time – cybercafé life, hanging
around with friends, and all that can fulfill the desire of my flesh. I ran
further from God when I leave my family in 2003 for business foundation study
in Kota Kinabalu . It was my first time leaving my family. I thought I got the
freedom I wanted when I stayed away from my family, but it wasn’t true. I filled
my life with alcohol and wasting time around – hanging around with friends.
Thank God that my study was not affected. Before I went to Inti Nilai for my
degree, I have started a relationship with my course mate. We went to Inti
Nilai together. Our relationship did not work out well. It started to break before the semester itself.
I felt so miserable, and I was depressed because she was my
first love. But through this broken relationship, I have come back to God. I
was invited to an Alpha Course during my third or fourth week there in Nilai.
In fact, this person, Nickson, a fulltime staff in the church that I am
currently serving, has been calling me even before I came to Nilai. It was
their Holy Spirit weekend. I joined it, and God ministered me. I told
Nickson what happened to my relationship, and he prayed for me. When he prayed
for me, I felt so guilty because I have run away from God who is faithfully
loves me all the time. God loves can really never fail us! There, I
re-dedicated my life to God in May 2004.Isaac
