One of the staff there told me that Pastor said I am more lively when I am back in FCC. Once I heard this, I also realize that I am alive! Truly, after being outside of FCC for so long, I felt that this is what I longed for. A great and wonderful staff team that go through things together with you. I really feel the genuine and unity that we had these three weeks.
Once I back here, I realize I change again. I do not know why that there is a sense of anger in me. It affects me and my relationship. When I back to practical, I really pray hard that the spirit that I have in FCC won't leave me, but I just can't do it. I do not say God work only in specific area, but the answer that I have is the community that I have in STM, my practical church and FCC. The community are different in each place and not God is different in each place.